i dont want to be called "emo", i dont want to be called a "drama-queen", or
anything related to that., it's already half pass 1 am, 23rd day of September
year 2o09 ( now that's specific ), i couldn't find my Adobe CS3, i want to create
a layout ( again ) and start coding ( even though im sooo sick of it ), to be honest
i dunno what i am up to right now, i want to sleep but its kinda complicated in here
so i CANT even though i really really WANTED to.. my boyfriend is out there
drunk.., i dunno but something is really bothering me., he asked me if he could go out
tomorrow for a "drinking session" with his friends.. i know that if i say no, he might
sneak out, so even though i really dont want him to go since I KNEW that he wont be texting
me till the next day.. ( sighs ).. err.. oh well.. i wanted to keep this blog private.,
in fact the reason why i started this again coz i was feeling sad and glo0my., :(
and the ironic part is.. i couldn;t even explain why,...
